I'm Back and I'm Better

Hey guysssssss ! Long time no blog. Lets catchup !

I updated the people over on Instagram and I realize I should let ya'll here know too. I took a break from blogging as the final year pressure was getting WORSERRRRR. I had a 6000 word literature review to submit and to be so honest with you I was BEHIND. I was behind and I felt so overwhelmed. I always thought universities give long periods of time to do assignments to be nice but it dawned on me that we get 4 months to complete an assignment because to complete the assignment without crumbling you NEED that amount of time. Anyways that assignment has been SUBMITTEDDDD GLORYYYYYYY. I am free(ish). I am in the THICK of my internship and I am definitely being stretched. I am proud of the nurse I am becoming, although I still have days where I wish I was kinder , more patient .,more loving , more diligent? It is okay , I am learning from my short comings. The process of becoming is not always pretty , but the product ? The product witll make the process worth it.

Fun fact that's really not fun AT all : I only realized in my final year that my academic references were supposed to be in ALPHABETICAL ORDER. I was always wondering why when it came to referencing I Iost marks and none of my feedback throughout the years ever clearly said "References not in alphabetical order" they always said " Incorrect referencing"  BRUHHHHH. So if you didn't know this either ? Now you know I felt SO silly when I found out but hey ! Better late than never right ?

It's almost 4 months since launching this blog. We are still just warming up! This blog is just the humble beginning of the "Her Nature is Nurture" vision and I am so glad you are here to witness this era. Also if there is ever anything you would like to to yap about through my personal experiences please let me know ! In the mean time ? Watch this space.

As we SPEAK there are only 23 weeks until I qualify as a REGISTERED GENERAL NURSE. I actually am just like "woah" every time I think about that. How can a 22 year old teenager like me literally be responsible for the care of humans quadruple my age. I am in awe that I am watching the the plans God has for me literally unfold right before my eyes, I am in awe that I am living in the middle of answered prayers. Thank you Jesus always.

I am currently on a surgical ward and let me tell you something , I do NOT see myself going down that route. I THINK I am a medical girly ... but lets wait till I start my next ward (its a medical ward), to confirm this hypothesis. From first year to third year I didn't even REALLY see the difference between medical and surgical I was just a supernumerary student doing what I was told without ever really understanding why I was doing it , but now that I am literally on the frontline ? Running the show ? The difference between the 2 is definitely night and day. ALOT of things are only clicking for me now so , if you are reading this and you are a supernumerary nursing student , don't worry ,the click ? Is coming.

I am still getting used to the monthly pay , Oh yeah ! As an intern I get PAID now ! It's so nice after not being paid for clinicals for so long to actually getting a wage at the end of the day for my labor ! Now I need to learn how to actually manage my finances effectively. You would think four months in I have a strict financial system going but after I have given my tithes? I don't know where the rest of my money goes.... (*tears*).

One of the best things about nursing is that you rarely have to beg for a job after the course, in fact more time the job is begging for YOU. That being said , as my course is coming to an end in September and I'm thinking to myself and asking God "Lord what should I do" ? Should I stay on the wards and gain experience? If so , which ward ? Should I take time off and travel ? / Pursue my other passions ? Continue my education ? Okay - Lord in nursing ? Or something else?

Don't get it twisted God has called me to nursing that I KNOW. But that does not mean that that's it. I qualify , get a job in the hospital and retire at 65 (or whatever the age for retirement is now). MY GOD (JESUS) IS LIMITLESS so, why would I limit myself ? Why would I put a limit the exploits he can use me to do ! Do not limit yourself , do not limit a limitless God. That is a WORD for somebody this week.

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DREAM BIG and PRAY BOLD PRAYERS.

Signing off - JENNYFA

RGN2BE x